&the greying vision

Saturday, October 27, 2007 11:20 AM

seriously, please let me rant on my beloved blog.

ytd, i swear like hell, it was the worse day i would ever had in tp.
yes.
THE WORSE DAY!

and i've wasted my whole day, not getting anything in return.

i gave up the time i could spend with shermaine and jim they all, for drinking at some pub.
i gave up my beloved sleeping time, wake up at 7AM.
(mind you, it's 7am)
WE gave up our gym trip that we've set few days ago.

but, what i could say is, nothing came in return.
i repeat, NOTHING.

it's all bout cds.
somehow, i don't understand why cant they be more flexible?
or is it i understand but i just wouldn't want to accept the fact.
it's actually not their fault.
just like me, they have so principle to abide by.

so in the end, i'm stuck with public speaking and leadership.
i predict a very bad semester coming.

timetable is kinda sucky.

as me and caroli are heading home,
i asked, "Why am i in Temasek Polytechnic?"

seriously, i know myself, at this point of time, i shouldn't be asking myself this.
it's already the second semester of the year.

i jolly well know myself,
Hospitality and Tourism Management has always been and will always be my passion,
other that Mass Com.
thus, i had always been tellig myself, i should be glad that i could get into HTM.
others who trying to get in badly, couldn't even get in.
but, it just dampened me when i look at the way they handle things.

i had always yearn to get into NP.
yet, i guess, this will be a unrealised dream for me.
i'm confident that i'll be happier in NP.
afterall, it seems to be a second home for me.
but, what can i do now?
i've said before, "what's done is done."
regrets, i wish i don't have it.
i just have to accept the fact that i'm in TP.

but all thanks to the beloved ones to be there for me.
THANKS, CELS, EILEEN, CAROLI, SHUIHUI.
i need all your support.
):

in conclusion, today's the worse day me, caroli, shihui would ever get in tp.
i bet it's worse den f&b thing.

[edited]

on 25 october'07.
join the clique at Fish and Co. @ Glass House.
for HanRong's birthday celebration.
had the usual fish and co. tradition for hanrong.

hellos, she's jolin. (:
and she's only 16 years old.
and i feel so inferior standing beside her! ):

my dear girls! (:
cindy.alicia.jolin.shermaine

and i think, among the clique, i'm the SHORTEST!
oh man!
mr jim and mr konrad! ):
i'm shorter den jim.
oh man!

ytd, had a date with caroli at simpang bedok!
and had prata.
(:
chatted alot. (:
practically everything under the sun!
hehe.
i simply love gng out with her.
thou ytd was a bad day, things made by the loved ones cheered me up a lil.
for example, our dear seb. (:
my dear caroli.
and this is what happened.

mr pras(walking up with two bottles of green tea and he offered us)
:do you all want?
us: no no.it's ok! (: thanks.
mr pras: alrights.
(and he went off in to the lecturer room. just at the point he turn, not very far in)
caroli: I WANT. (very very loud!)
cindy:walau eh! later he really come out!
(5 secs later on)
*a head pop out.
mr pras: you really want is it?! it's ok! i can give you!
ALL OF US, laugh till ya' drop!
IT'S FREAKING FUNNY CAN!

and there's more other that cheer me up!

and i'm starting to idolise mr pras!
he has got very man voice!

do you saw that?!
yes!
THAT'S MY TRADEMARK!
tweeessss!
hehe!
it's been gng on for years.

i've told bianca, " hey, now i look back at my zilian photos, i realise i really like to do the "2" thingy!"
b: walau eh! now den you know. -.-

anyway, i've tried to dig out my photos since sec3.
i did change alot, don't i?
the 1st photo is sec 3.
second is sec 5, so does the third one.
the rest is the beginning of this year. (:

your truly.

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